It has been aeons since I posted.I have decided to update on how i am feeling now. So that i will not forget in future how it felt to graduate from a cca that i have been familiar with, at least i am certain, by being in there for eight years.
Attended the last co session before mye and probably before olevel examinations. The plaque presentation was a ear piercing one although everyone was exultant.yeah, was rather nervous after cheering and clapping for those who went up to receive their plaques. Well, the plaque is very meaningful to four years cca journey. It's a perfect ending yet a fresh beginning;euphoric yet a bitter. It has got all my feelings mixed up and indescribable.
Buffet was definitely more than just satisfying my tastebuds.
It reminds of me the last buffet i had with my seniors last year during the farewell too. I bet i understood how they felt at that point of time.
I guess my one and only regret is that i didn't have the chance to take photograph with every single one of them. It is so precious as we may not see each other again. Or maybe we are only able to regconize each other on the streets some day through these photographs.
Making decisions based on your own opinions is perplexing. Sometimes you will be just too uncertain and indecisive. And then you will keep thinking of the consequences to your dubious move,instilling guilt and remorse. You will start doubting your own judgement especially when you found out that your choice may be a better one if you were prudent enough.But the fact is that there is no right or wrong answers to your choices as they were purely based on your views. The difficult part is that this fact may be simply unacceptable to me as people can be fickle-minded.
I have not derive a conclusion yet and i suppose this is why i am flummoxed. There's definitely many learning points that have to be indoctrinated,but this isn't the right time.
okay...I shall not procrastinate anymore and start doing my assignments!
p.s. Having an urge to give a better word of farewell to my juniors!
zihui 